Was that considered?
I'm glad somehow Twitter prevented me from posting that.
Maybe it was God; He didn't think that this move would help our relationship.
PLATONIC.
Maybe He didn't think that I should be excited and buddy-ey with her yet.
Maybe I should wait until I'm sure she really hasn't gotten angry with me over it.
Gosh I think I'll not like them even more now because of this.
Not that I even liked them in the first place, so it's actually worse.
Somehow only smiley faces make me comforted.
When it's just a fullstop I feel uncomfortable.
Because I think relationships are very fragile things.
Even if you've been forging it more almost 2 years.
Thinking about it, 2 years is a really really short time.
You may not believe it, but I'm actually afraid.
Maybe you think this is just crap and I'm thinking too much into it.
Maybe I should just keep quiet and apologize?
Not that anything wrong was done.
I didn't know she'd take it so seriously.
I like doing ti just for fun,
But then she started replying back things like "we're not arguing okay."
And "to each her own" because I know I was only joking.
Maybe she didn't; maybe I just wasn't obvious enough.
I thought she'd know me better. I guess not.
WOW this realization just almost gave me a heart attack.
I don't want this to happen.
Maybe she's not taking this seriously at all.
Maybe she just doesn't care.
Maybe she still doesn't mind me and my silliness.
There's just too many "maybe"s.
I just want to be sure and save our relationship.
Or just make sure it hasn't been scratched in the first place.
AHHHHHHHHHHH
Gonna re-watch CNBLUETORY episode 3 and 4 again tomorrow...
Because I think I just wasn't in the right mood after all that.
